~I have no idea as to who the fuckin' shit who my real friends are. As soon as I said I was against the hypocritical SJW movement and said I was an Egalitarian, pretty much almost everyone in the Total Drama fandom, including people I used to be friends with, ostracized me, defended some really awful people who have clearly shown no remorse for their actions, or even harassed me myself. It's really fucking depressing knowing that people are willing to backstab you and just leave you like shit if you just happen to disagree with them on ANY one single opinion. It really fucking hurts okay. Even people I wish I could reconcile with have all ignored me and ostracized me, favoring people who have done horrible things and shown no remorse. They also seem to ignore the fact that I have been receiving anon hate, rape threats, threats to doxx me, and even messages telling me to kill myself, yet they all defend the person who is perpetuating these messages (especially the rape threats that I have been receiving lately) and probably the same exact person who made that hate blog about me, all with NO FUCKING REMORSE WHATSOEVER. It fucking hurts that people are willing to defend such heinous shit when it is to their convience even though they openly preach out against this kind of bullshit. Even though I'll admit I have been a bit aggressive and even a little bit of a douchebag at times, at least I know that sending rape threats, anon hate, doxx threats, and especially telling others to kill themselves is downright fucked up and wrong and I would never stoop to those levels of douchebaggery ever. Receiving all of this shit myself and literally almost everyone in the Total Drama fandom siding with my abuser is making me feel really unsafe, almost to the point that I actually wanna leave the Total Drama fandom for a while. Why the fuck do people think this kind of shit is even remotely acceptable in the first place?~
And if you guys wanna see the anon hate I received in just the past two days, here is some of it~
This gif shows exactly how I am feeling right now because of it~
I have no fucking idea as to who my real friends are now... it is really fucking depressing and I feel so fucking lonely right now because of all of the drama and being ostracized and scapegoated like this...